work in progress

The fear of the blank page is paralyzing me. I wonder how I realized so many projects for my clipart store and for eventual clients!? I don't know if there is any antidotum, beyond just painting more and more. A while ago I bought a nice sketchbook in Ikea. It has a really thick sheets, good for watercolor. It disappeared somewhere in my drawer but I found it yesterday and thought it can be good for painting experiments.
I just must do something with this anxiety, it makes my job less and less satisfying.
If you have any ideas how to fight with this feel free to write. I'm waiting for your tips ;)

Today I created a pear pattern. When whole sketchbook will be filled with every day painted patterns it can be great inspiration book for me.

Have a great monday! despite of everything ;)